by Erica Bodwell
I pack to leave,
summer has finally burned off
one hour at a time.
Sabta sits on the bottom bunk
holding the cigar box,
familiar now—
[my father, broad-shouldered, 27,
crooked smile on his face]
—this was weeks before
he got sick, Sabta says, holding up
another photo, in 60s Technicolor yellows and browns—
[he lifts an infant high,
her black hair coming to
a widow’s peak]
—your mother, she came to Israel
and took our son away—
[cleft in his chin
can be seen as faint shadow
echoed in the baby’s face]
—We were expelled from our home,
we made a homeland
for the Jews, your father deserted—
[circle of wedding band just visible
at photo’s edge, silver
watchband, my ruffled diaper secure
in his palm]
—My grandmother weeps. I tell him my mother’s words:
you were invited,
you refused to come.
Young lady, he says, America—
[was not]
my home. At my father’s grave,
a candle burned
in a little glass house.
Erica Bodwell is a poet from Concord, New Hampshire. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in White Stag, Entropy/Enclave, APIARY, The Fem, Coal Hill Review, Litbreak, PANK, HeART, Barnstorm, Hot Metal Bridge, The Tishman Review and other journals. Her chapbook, Up Liberty Street, was a finalist for the 2015 Coal Hill Review Chapbook Contest, the 2015 Blast Furnace Chapbook Contest and the 2015 Minerva Rising Chapbook Contest. She participated in the July 2016 Tupelo Press 30/30 Project.